CAN'T SLEEP

I woke up in the middle of the night and I can't sleep so I decided to write this blog. Am I the only one that does this? I find writing very therapeutic it relaxes me and make me feel better later. Is this weird or what? I want to publish a book about my fictitious life; however, the only problem is that it is somewhat a reality of me. Writers are forever make up stuff that is funny or serious and whatever emotion in-between and when I write I pull from some life experience so I've come up with the assumption that no matter if something is label fictions, it some how represent some aspect of reality of the writer.

People sometimes question how can a male be so in tuned to how women feel and hits it right on the head. Well, if you look at his life, in most cases he has been emotionally tainted with and because women are made up of emotions, he can tap into that area. This is a great gift.

I find that the one place I can express myself freely is through my writing. One Author expressed that when you write, you have to become one with the words, feel every emotion and just get lost in that world.

Well, I do have a wild imagination and I can take myself(mind) to a different place in life that feels so real that I could almost just stay there. I have the best job, family, and love life. I really take life by the horns with no regard of the consequences. Now how awesome is that.

I use to think in real life that if you take chances, there were negative consequences and because of this I handicapped myself to always to the right thing. If I knew then what I know now, I would have been in a better place (I think). Isn't it amazing how we think that knowing something now would have altered our existence if we knew this piece of information early on. LOL. Well guess what, as long as we are getting older, we will always know something now that when did not know then. I said that to say, stop beating yourself up over things that you did not know then and focus on what you can do with the knowledge you have obtained now for right now.

OK this blog was just something random. I don't even want to proof read to see if it makes sense or have grammatical or punctuations errors. lol.